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Saturday, December 1, 2012


He who has health, has hope..
And he who has hope has everything




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Saturday, September 29, 2012

Fruits, carbohydrates, calories

Buah citrus (120g)-kalori 51.63, carb 11.61g
Kacang botol (200g)-kalori787.3, carb 76g
Kcang soya (170g) –kalori 279.88,carb 17g
Almond mentah (1 cup,50g) – kalori 308.3,carb 10.6g
Red chili pepper (1/4 cup,50g)-kalori 19.86,carb 3.7g
Prune (1bj,8.4g)-kalori 20,carb 5.4g
Lemon (1bj,50g)-kalori 32,carb 12g
Limau nipis (1bj) –kalori 16,carb 7g
Kismis (40g)-kalori 100,carb 26g
Black current –1/4cup,50g)-kalori 26.2,carb 7g
Red current(1/2,100g)-kalori 45.12,carb 9.7g
Buah nona (1bj) –kalori 134,carb 0g
Blueberry (1cup)-kalori 72,carb 21g
Rasberry (10bj) –kalori 6.1,carb 2.3g
Kedondong (1bj)-kalori 68, carb 22g
Gajus (1/4cup,50g)-kalori 203.8,carb 11.2g
Buah pala(1sudu)-kalori 32.14,carb 3.5g
Ciku (1bj)-kalori 145.1,carb 34g
Honeydew(1/2cup)-kalori 36.5,carb 9.2g
Strawbery (8bj)-kalori 36,carb 11g
Langsat (10bj)-kalori 28,carb 7g
Dragon fruit(1bj)-kalori 53.5,carb 9g
Buah delima (1bj) –kalori 112.24,carb 26.44g
Tembikai (1cup)-kalori 44,carb 11g
Nangka (4bj)-kalori 92.7,carb 0g
Blackbery (1cup)-kalori 37.3,carb 13.8g
Nenas (1bj)-kalori 229,carb 60g
Tomato (1bj)-kalori 19.2,carb 5g
Betik (1bj)-kalori 135.7,carb 37.3g
Jambu(1bj)-kalori 30.5,carb 10.7g
Belimbing (1bj)-kalori 32,carb 10g
Grape (30bj)-kalori 108.6,carb 27g
Longan (20bj)-kalori 64.94,carb 15.8g
Durian (1pc)- kalori 59.8,carb 13g
Rambutan(1bj)-kalori 8,carb 1.9g
Laici (8bj)-kalori 65.28,carb 16.53g
Manggis (1bj)-kalori 49.8, carb 15.6g
Mangga (1bj)-kalori 112.76,carb 28.1g
Kurma (4bj)-kalori 112,carb 31g
Oren (1bj)-kalori 41.25,carb 11.54g
Kiwi(1bj)-kalori 46.5,carb 12g
Plum (1bj)-kalori 30.2,carb 7.5g
Aprikot (1bj)-kalori 15.98,carb 3.98g
Ceri(1bj)-kalori 2.4,carb 0.7g
Pear(1bj)-kalori 97,carb 25g
Peach(1bj)-kalori 64.46,carb 16.22g
Pisang(1bj)kalori 112,carb 30g
Sukun (1cup)-kalori 211.7g,carb 0.1g
Apple (1bj)-kalori 120,carb 34g
Avocado(1/5bj)-kalori 52.5,carb 3g

Saturday, September 15, 2012

Beauty isn't make-up.
It's you. 


hye darla. i havent updated this blog for so long. been busy wif raya n braces thingy. hahaha. know what, i jz loss almost 8kg in the fasting month. i can call it as a big achievement since 1kg was a big number to lose for me. hehe. but well, i started to have problem to keep my weight. raya food was superb. wif rendang n my fav ayam masak merah, how can i say no. but yeah, the braces help me to cut my intake. at least by making me tired of slowly chewing my food. dats sad. LOL.

btw, im running my small-minimal-parttime online business. as the introduction, i only sell this exclusive scarf by FAREEDA..Nyata Jelita. so, if you wanna order the scarf through me, you can add my bussiness FB profile and send private message there. i will entertain you my best. the bussines is growing fast. heeee. and wait for jus a moment bcoz we will have irresistible stocks from egypt n indonesia. :)

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owh well, i have this story for you. you know i came from all-girls school. been a prisoner surrounded by only girls n had very minimum access to the boys made me so comfortable with myself. i mean, i was growing up as who i am. no make up. simple clothes. and i treat people equally. no gender. no sex.   i can say im very proud of that. but i still have this one problem. BEING TOO COMFORTABLE WITH MYSELF CAUSED MY TO SIMPLY IGNORE N BEING NOT AWARE OF MY APPEARANCE. not all the time, but still most of the time. hahahaha.

of all money i have, i spend most of them on food. n keep complaining about my weight. dats why i told you, 1kg was a big number to lose. ;) when its come about beauty care, i think its in the bottom-10-things i should think about. haiih. i always wonder why my friend could spend over hundreds juz for the facial set. because honestly, i dont care. (i care sometimes but for a very short period only....)

i think im lucky. my skin kinda free-problem type. i have minimal acne problem. its oily especially at noon. but i can simply wash my face wif any soap. you think its crazy? well, i told you im lucky. hahaha.

but i remember this one time. after being too ignorant while having my 'red-corner' of the month. it was last year, if im not mistaken. when my best-friend suddenly worried about my face bcoz there were many dark spots. n he forced me to go to any pharmacy. he even wanted to buy those expensive facial set for me. hehehe. of course i refused. hey its my skin. im the one that should be responsible for it. so yeah i bought one set of facial care. n keep trying my best to take good care of my skin.

and last ramadan. my sister introduced to me with this vitamins.  

owh yeah. ITS SHAKLEE. its well-known n has good reputation. n of course, its HALAL. so i gve it a try. n i can really feel the changes on my skin. the acne problem reduces. the pores become smaller. the dark spots become unnoticeable. n while having my 'ehemehem red-corner' all the problems seems to go away. haha. my free-problem skin seems to be better.

i know this is form4 syllabus, but many of us already forget about it. well, at least me. hehehe. sorry science teacher. well, we always want flawless skin like many celebrities. spending a lot of money on facial set, make-up, collagen. but we always forget this one thing. VITAMINS ARE WHAT WE NEED. come on. how many of us can confidently say that we take balance diet? our intake are only healthy food? we dont add msg on our meal? think about it. 

experts said that vitamin c is essential for everybody. this vitamin is an anti-aging vitamin that can helps to keep you look young. it also protects our skin from the harmful UV rays. it will heal the wounds and recover the scars. why must spend your money on expensive collagen in the market when vitamin c can do better?  know wat,  you can save a lot since vitamin c is essential for the synthesis of collagen. and its natural n safe. 

vitamin b-complex is a combination of 8 different type of vitamin b. its helps the body to produce energy and keep the skin, nervous system, digestive system healthy. taking this vitamin will protects us from tiredness, amnesia, muscle cramp and hair loss. vitamin b-complex also helps in strengthen our immune system. i remember JILLIAN from the famous american show - THE BIGGEST LOSER - said "to love our body is to keep our body healthy..". and now, do you still have any excuse for not taking this vitamin?

vitamin e is another essential vitamin we should take daily. this is an antioxidant that protects body tissue from damage caused by substance called free radicals. we also need vitamin e to keep our immune system strong. this vitamin reduces the risk of cancer, heart disease, dementia and stroke. one good thing about vitamin e from shaklee is, you can use it as facial mask and allow your face to absorb the nutrients.  i tried it once. and it works. my skin feel so much better. :)

so, if you wanna try this product, you can order it through me. this set that really good for having healthier you can be purchase wif only rm246. hey, rm246 is a small number compared to any facial session you must attend at least once a month. plus, rm246 is for 3 months. so its only about rm80 per month. its cheap. especially for a great effect you will experience. and if ignorant people like me can change, why must you wait.   i can guarantee you that you will not regret.

havva try. get it now. dont wait.
till then. salam.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Instead of being a princess and keep waiting for my prince charming
why dont I be like Khadijah.
and get the best man among all?


assalamualaikum lovely readers. selamat menyambut ramadhan. selamat berpuasa. selamat menyambut syawal. cewah all in one. well i havent updated my blog oftenly. mainly because i dont have any story to share. kalau ade pon its just a thought. a sudden thought or something i found over the internet that i hope can inspire you.  hahaha. oh well, i dont want to be a boss. i want to be an inspiration. :)

tell you what, my dearest valours reunited last saturday. we had an iftar at nandos together. meeting some of them after a long time means a lot to me. of course it made me feel young. i still remember how kecoh our dininghall was during the iftar. sharing food together. haaa wats a memory. and having another chance to experience the same thing all over again is something i really cant say NO.


us after the iftar :) 
21 but still look like hot-high-school-girls right.
wif brain of course. haha


ok well, as i told you, valours are the best people on earth to talk with when it comes about marriage.  so yes, we talk about it a lot. like who gonna naik pelamin first. how many tables should be reserved. and so on. i realize one thing, we, i can say most of the girls in this world, wanna be like a princess. and waiting for a perfect prince charming to come and propose us. tall, handsome, rich. just say it, he has it all. i was one of them. i wanted to have such prince in my life. to spend my whole life in a big castle. have servants to do everything for me. until last night which i dont know why i cant sleep.

i love night because we gonna be more emotional and simply said more jiwang. so while trying hard to sleep last night, this one weird song was stuck in my head. "renjis renjis dipilis..ditepungilah tawar..blablabla.." probably because i watched the latest CSI that night. which crime happened to be in wedding ceremonies.  then i have this sudden thought. IF I WANT TO BE LIKE A PRINCESS, WHICH PRINCESS SHOULD I BE? Cinderella? i dont want to be that poor. and running with one shoes left is much embarrassing.  Rapunzel?  i dont want to be locked up in a tower. hey i have licensed and car. i want to explore the world. Princess Diana? the people princess? well, i dont want to die like her.  SO I ASKED MYSELF, WHO IS THE MOST LUCKY WOMAN? the answer is, luckier, because she is the last love of a man. haha. you are a loser if you dont get the joke. :)

well, for that question, i might probably answer Mumtaz Mahal. the greatest symbol of love was built after her name. how many people traveled to India just to see Taj Mahal. it even be listed as one of  7 wonders of the world.  but hey, Mumtaz was Shah Jahan's 3rd wife. and no matter how special she is to Shah Jahan, she is just someone in the history. someone ordinary.

and then later in that dark night,  i suddenly remember Khadijah. i think she is the most luckiest woman. she was rich. very rich. she was beautiful. and she has the most beautiful heart at her time. and most important, she was married to the best man a human can be. Rasullah might not built any glamour building for her, but he built this empire. Islam.  and what make it sweeter is, they built it together.  and they succeeded together. and as long as a muslim can breath, she will be blessed. she will be remembered. people will send her doa. and she will be happily aver after, since she gonna leads us all to jannah.

BUT HOW CAN SHE BE SO LUCKY?
i remember few months ago, while attending my cousin engagement, many relatives asked, when my turn gonna be. as cliche, i answered "insyallah..". but that time, i dont know when my big day will come. the future seems so blurr because instead of trying my best to find my husband, i keep waiting for my prince charming to come. someone that will bend down and propose me like in many romantic american movies. i can tell that Hollywood movies usually overshadowed  the romantic story in Islam. i mean, bending down while proposing seems so much sweeter compared  to taaruff session when it was the first time the groom usually be amazed with how beautiful a woman can be. lip kissing seems more romantic compared to the first kiss in the bride forehead after the pakcik2 say "SAH".

thinking about khadijah, i wonder what will she tell me, if i seek her love advice. i know i will never have that opportunity (in a dream maybe) but at least i have her story. so now, instead of waiting for prince, i will work hard. i will study hard, get stable income. be a better muslimah day by day. and pray that ALLAH percepatkan jodoh saya. instead of let someone propose me, i want to propose a guy on my choice. i want to make the choice and not being an option. well, khadijah was the one that proposed Rasullah. thats why she can get the best man on earth. and at that time, Rasullah was very young, not even a Rasul yet. but she have faith in him. she dont act like many women which usually wants a financially stable man. instead she help him through his journey. she spent everything she owns for her husband for only one reason. LOVE. i know its gonna be hard, especially in this kind of world where things are being loved and people are being used, but i have faith in ALLAH. and i believe his words. “…women of purity are for men of purity, and men of purity are for women of purity” – Qur’an 24:26  and i believe that if i follow his rule, he will help me because hey, who can love me more than him? after all ill lose nothing. and i already have an example. look at what Khadijah get, she get whatever a girl could asked for. love. glory. bless. everything.

so if one day you see me still not married, dont ask me whhen my big day will, instead please pray so i will have a good husband. and if you see me be married to someone and you have a thought of "i think you can get someone better.." why dont you change your mind to "may ALLAH bless you both..". because in this world there are 3 things we should really rely on ALLAH. REZEKI, JODOH dan AJAL. be a better person, love ALLAH more than you love yourself and you will be loved more than you can ever imagine. this is what khadijah did.

~wat a long entry after trying so hard to sleep.

till then, salam.

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

A wife is like a gift to a man. 


So prepare yourself to be a gift 
(and not a test) to your future husband, 
so that one day he will hold you and look lovingly in your eyes and say 


“Alhamdulillah”.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

The best and most beautiful things of this world cant be seen or touched. They must be felt by the heart.
P/s: Im always a poem lover :)



When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a nursing home in an Australian country town, it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meagre possessions, They found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital.One nurse took her copy to Melbourne .. The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas editions of magazines around the country and appearing in mags for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem.And this old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this 'anonymous' poem winging across the Internet.

Cranky Old Man.....
What do you see nurses? . . .. . .What do you see?
What are you thinking .. . when you're looking at me?
A cranky old man, . . . . . .not very wise
Uncertain of habit .. . . . . . . .. with faraway eyes?
Who dribbles his food .. . ... . . and makes no reply.
When you say in a loud voice . .'I do wish you'd try!'
Who seems not to notice . . .the things that you do.
And forever is losing . . . . . .. . . A sock or shoe?
Who, resisting or not . . . ... lets you do as you will,
With bathing and feeding . . . .The long day to fill?
Is that what you're thinking?. .Is that what you see?
Then open your eyes, nurse .you're not looking at me
.I'll tell you who I am . . . . .. As I sit here so still,
As I do at your bidding, .. . . . as I eat at your will.
I'm a small child of Ten . .with a father and mother,
Brothers and sisters .. . . .. . who love one another
A young boy of Sixteen . . . .. with wings on his feet
Dreaming that soon now . . .. . . a lover he'll meet.
A groom soon at Twenty . . . ..my heart gives a leap.
Remembering, the vows .. .. .that I promised to keep.
At Twenty-Five, now . . . . .I have young of my own.
Who need me to guide . . . And a secure happy home.
A man of Thirty . .. . . . . My young now grown fast,
Bound to each other . . .. With ties that should last.
At Forty, my young sons .. .have grown and are gone,
But my woman is beside me . . to see I don't mourn.
At Fifty, once more, .. ...Babies play 'round my knee,
Again, we know children . . . . My loved one and me.
Dark days are upon me . . . . My wife is now dead.
I look at the future ... . . . . I shudder with dread.
For my young are all rearing .. . . young of their own.
And I think of the years . . . And the love that I've known.
I'm now an old man . . . . . . .. and nature is cruel.
It's jest to make old age . . . . . . . look like a fool.
The body, it crumbles .. .. . grace and vigour, depart.
There is now a stone . . . where I once had a heart.
But inside this old carcass . A young man still dwells,
And now and again . . . . . my battered heart swells
I remember the joys . . . . .. . I remember the pain.
And I'm loving and living . . . . . . . life over again.
I think of the years, all too few . . .. gone too fast.
And accept the stark fact . . . that nothing can last.
So open your eyes, people .. . . . .. . . open and see.
Not a cranky old man .Look closer . . . . see .. .. . .. .... . ME!! 

 Remember this poem when you next meet an older person who you might brush aside without looking at the young soul within ... . . .we will all, one day, be there, too!

copied from: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10151047621412840&set=a.10150951024977840.448873.30955092839&type=1&ref=nf

Thursday, May 31, 2012

"I dun wanna call myself adek anymore, i want an adek, pleaseeee.."

kalau ayat di atas keluar dari mulut budak berumur 2 tahun mesti korang rasa alolololo cute nyer~~ tapi kalau keluar dari mulut orang berumur 21 tahun mesti korang rasa euwww menyampah. hahahah. owh btw, Assalamualaikum my sweet readers. hehe. lame dah tak update blog. im having a short break tapi life sebelum itu adalah sangat busy. i told you before kan. but know what, ive learnt a lot of things this few days.

  Starting last thursday, when i was performing my isyak prayer, my back pain struck me again. the pain was terrible, i tell you dat. rasa macam kena hempap dengan batu tau. macam korang letak semua beban atas tulang belakang sampai tulang tu rasa baik patah dari sakit. oh no. astaggfirullah. i was so sad dat time. imagine, from a very active young girl, i cant do a lot of things now just because im suffering with back pain which i dont know what it really is. ive check with doctors twice. n both of them said everything was fine. i dont know. i dont understand. but i was so sad until i get mad. untill this one fine day, a friend of mine post about this _____ husband. (read his story n put a suitable word bcoz at this moment i cant think of one..).

  his name is Abil, married to a woman named fauziah. currently, his wife is suffering with permanent brain damage (according to the doctor) n only ALLAH can heal her. due to his wife condition, dia tekad nak berhenti kerja sebab nak jaga wife dia. so from a handsome guy with stable job n position, dia sekarang hidup hanya dengan duit simpanan n duit dari JKM to support all his n his wife expenses. n obviously, banyak duit dihabiskan untuk menanggung perbelanjaan perubatan isterinya. u better read his blog, WARKAH BUAT ISTERI; memory n suamimu dear. one simple blog that made me drown with tears. he made this blog sebab dia berharap yang isterinya nanti akan pulih n sihat macam biasa. and if masa tu dia takde, he hopes his wife akan baca all the posts n remember him n feel how pure his love is. :') siapa tak nak husband macam tu kan?

  well, ive read all his posts n i was so touched when he wrote that he will do the best he can for his wife sebab wife dia dah hilang banyak nikmat dunia. for a moment, i was paused. baru aku sedar, despite the backpain yang aku rasa, aku still ade banyak lagi. i can think, i can eat by myself, i can express myself, i can walk, i can feel the air, i can shower, i have my parents beside me, i have my lover, i can drive, i can study, i can dream big, i can work my butt off for to reach my dream............. and why must i choose to regret over one small thing. instead i should try my best to find the cure. n to believe in Allah more.

  and then, these past few days, i keep nagging to my mum about having another family member. you know, in my family im the youngest, balek dari kuliah tengok ibuayah buat hal masing2. n dont have anyone to play with. tak tau nak menyakat sapa. lagi2 bila cuti sekolah macam ni. ade laa rasa nak bawak adek2 pgi PUSAT SAINS NEGARA sebab nak tengok dinasours tak pon pgi PETROSAINS ke. tak pon bawak diorang pgi tengok 6D theater ke. to see kids being excited over new things brings satisfaction to me. i remember when umairah said "best laa rumah ni, nak ajak ayah datang sini lagii la.." or when she simply said "WOOOWW!!" sebab nampak baju princess dalam cerita Enchanted. i love moments like that. sebab tu aku nak adek. hahaha. well, i got different answers from my mum like "im too old to handle baby's cry.." or "get married n have your own.." or "get married. i also want a grandchild.."

  despite all that. despite the fact that its impossible to have my own adek, i have this cute baby



  tadaaa~~ this is amar widad. a friend of mine punya youngest cousin. so sekarang aku memang ade hobby baru. pergi bermain dengan amar widad sampai dia penat. hehehe.

  owh well, last thing i wanna share with you. aku rasa macam tak sedap badan this morning. rasa macam nak demam. tapi sebab aku rasa aku kuat, so aku tetap bertahan. sampailah lunch time tadi. rasa macam dah tak larat sangat. then i posted a tweet saying ill take a break sebab masa tu aku memang nak balek rumah je. nak on aircond, makan ubat n sleep well. but then, betul2 lepas abes lunch (had my lunch outside..) tbe2 dengar azan. and my friend asked me "nak solat dekat masjid?" i told him i dont want to. i told him i really want to go home right now. i told him if he wants to pray at the masjid, then ill go home alone. but he refused. n said "its ok..". but i dont know why, my heart cant simply let it be like that. so i asked him "u nak solat dekat masjid ke?" he smiled n said "awak tau kan, kalau kita dengar azan, tapi kta tak pergi masjid, solat kte tak sah. i terfikir pasal tu je.. tapi awak demam, kalau awak nak drive sorang2 balik rumah, i risau jugak..".

  his words took me a moments to think. i mean, im not that kind of person that when you say 'lets do it for Allah', i will automatically turn on the switch to drive myself n do everything. i still need time to think about it. yes, im not the good example, but believe me, i really one to be sme kind like that. ill work for it. insyallah n please pray that ill be a better muslim day by day. i replied to him "im so sorry, but i really want to go home.." he said "its ok.." the car was quiet for a while. tapi bila dia masuk dalam kawasan masjid i suddenly told him "kita solat sinilah.." simply like that. i dont know what had happened. but i was scared. what if, on the way back home, Allah wants me? what if, on the way back home, something happen and i cant perform my solat? What if, when i arrive at home n suddenly feel so tired untill i forget about my solat?

  so alhamdulillah. semoga solat saya diterima.

  maybe you think the conversation i had with my friend is nothing. but believe me, i learnt a lot. in being a muslim, all you need is the want to be one. the want to be a muslim. the want to be a good muslim. and dont simply say it, instead work for it. ALLAH gave us many precious things. ALLAH gave us brains to think, so use it for the sake of ALLAH. and use it for your own good. Kita semua belajar yang kita akan dibangunkan selepas kiamat, di situ ada satu lagi kehidupan yang baik buruknya ditentukan dengan cara kita menghabiskan hidup di dunia. Jadi berbuat baik didunia akan menjadikan kehidupan kita di alam barzakh lebih baik. isnt it best for us? if loving ALLAH here means ALLAH will love us better in akhirat, isnt it what we always want? isnt it what we always pray for? well, you think about it. As for me, i feel embarrass with myself. How many times ive turned my back to ALLAH? how many time ive been arrogant in this world? but again and again ALLAH will always come to me n ask me to love HIM. again and again ALLAH provides me the best HE can.

  i dont have any fancy things to share with you. no any glamorous life to be proud off either. but i feel so thankful because my life is filled with many beautiful and magical moments. and for that, i thank ALLAH. to anyone that read this entry, i hope you gain something. may ALLAH be with us.

  thill then. Assalamualaikum.

  p/s: people asked "who is your fren?" i answered "the one i pray that one day he will proudly n happily lives this life with me, and holds my hands and leads my way to jannah." amin~~

Friday, May 4, 2012

sebab aku perempuan...
hye darls. seems i cant wait. hehe. well korang tau pasal the new show dekat oasis? liga ilmu? briefly, this show macam debat between ustazah pilihan vs imam muda. few week agao aku ade baca fynn jamal's post pasal liga ilmu ni. tym tu aku ignore je laa sebab tak pernah tengok pon. tapi tadi, after one commercial break aku macam rasa nak p balun ustazah dengan imam tu cakap leklok sikit. satu benda pon tak mantap. huhuhu sedih. btw, this post bukan nak condemn diorang ke apa. aku juz nak write something (as i promised in my previous post) yang related dengan tajuk debat tadi

KEBEBASAN; Kenapa kekangan kepada wanita?

dulu masa dekat tanah arab kecoh2 pasal perempuan insist nak hak yang sama rata macam lelaki, aku sikit rasa sedih. why cant they see the way i see. aku rasa peraturan kt tanah arab tu (walaupun ade sesetengah nya yang agak over) tapi still bagi banyak keistimewaan kepada wanita. first, wanita tak boleh berkerja. kalu kita tengok betul2 pon, memang tugas mencari rezeki tu tanggungjawab suami dan ayah. bukan ibu atau isteri. so perempuan memang sepatutnya dilayan seperti permaisuri. kan seronok. nak duit mintak je. nak pergi mana2 ade orang hantar. nak jalan ade orang teman. memang laa kurang freedom sikit. tapi maruah tu insyallah terpelihara.

haha. kadang2 aku rasa nak gelak bila bercakap soal freedom. dalam liga ilmu tadi pon, ape laa freedom ke human right yang kita sibuk2 perjuangkan. perempuan sekarang nak sangat freedom. nak sangat dipandang sama rata macam lelaki. tak nak dipandang lemah. ah. buang laa semua. tu poyo je. monolog diri sendiri yang nakkan perhatian. setan. bila disuruh pakai tudung, ramai nak bangkang. konon perjuangkan freedom nak free hair macam lelaki. yang engkau taknak appreciate freedom kau bole pakai tudung tanpa orang pandang pelik kenapa? tiap2 hari kau bole tukar tudung. nak kaler ape. merah, biru, pink, oren, semua kau bole pakai. nak yang corak polka dot, animal printed tak pon bunga2, semua kau bole ade. kenapa kau tak nak perjuangkan freedom yang itu. hak engkau untuk ade lebih dari satu tudung. hak engkau untuk tukar tudung tiap2 hari. kenapa kau mesti highlight nak free hair jugak? nak berjalan dengan rambut engkau yang telanjang. yang 2 3 bulan sekali baru tukar fesyen. kan kalau pakai tudung hari2 kau bole tukar fashion. hari ni macam hana tajima. esok macam yuna. lusa nak pakai tudung fareeda. tulat kau pakai tudung labuh macam ALLAH suruh. itukan freedom jugak. freedom yang entah kenapa ramai perempuan suka tolak ke tepi.

another thing is bila cakap pasal poligami. aku, walaupun masih sedaya upaya membina keyakinan yang poligami tu adalah perkara yang baik (perempuan mana yang tak takut dimadu kan?) masih rasa terlalu lemah untuk mempertikaikan hukum Allah. to me, daripada kita sibuk2 menolak kebebasan lelaki untuk kahwin lebih dari satu, kan bagus kalau kita bole berfikir apa kebebasan yang perempuan ada untuk menghadapai situasi macam ni. and obviously, perempuan tak bole kahwin lagi kalau nak balas dendam. so tak payah laa sibuk carik boyfriend laen masa husband sibuk nak kahwin baru. kang lagi teruk gaduh. LOL. tapi pada aku (correct me if im wrong) seorang isteri tetap ade kebebasan untuk slow talk dengan suami. berbincang mana yang kurang and how to improve the marriage and how to settle the problems. perempuan ade hak untuk minta nafkah yang cukup daripada suami sebelum membenarkan suami kahwin lagi. dan perempuan ada hak untuk menghalang niat suami kalau dia mampu membuktikan suami dia tidak mampu menjadi suami yang baik bila berkahwin lagi. itu kebebasan yang perlu kita sedarkan. bukan bila dapat tau suami nak tambah satu terus meraung macam itulah akhir dunia. Allah kan ada. have faith in Allah. and always remember. perempuan ade hak untuk minta fasakh tapi kena ingat jugak
Baginda Nabi s.a.w pernah bersabda : “ Mana-mana wanita yang meminta cerai daripada suaminya TANPA ADA SEBARANG SEBAB YANG MENDESAK , maka haramlah baginya ( wanita itu ) mencium bau syurga “~ Hadis diriwayatkan oleh Al-Imam Ahmad rh di dalam musnadnya ( 5 / 277 ) , 

perempuan, bila ditanya soal freedom trus mahukan kebebasan yang paling maximum. upload gambar dekat facebook tu freedom. lepas tu orang like menggunung. pujian melambung. tu yang perempuan suka. yang bila dipuji "u dengan boyfriend you sweet sangat.." dia suka. kalau boleh aku pon nak buat semua tu. aku pon nak dapat comment2 sweet macam tu. tapi aku selalu tanya diri sendiri. UNTUK SIAPA AKU HIDUP? kalau jawapannya Allah maka tunggulah sampai saat aku sampai ke syurga. nanti aku upload beribu gambar sampai juling mata orang tengok. haha. tapi pokok nya aku kena tunggu. sebab Allah suruh. sebab aku percaya pada Allah.

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conclusion nye, tak kisah apa aku buat
- aku ade freedom untuk simpan kecantikan aku untuk suami.
- aku ade freedom nak elakkan diri dari fitnah.
- aku ade freedom untuk jaga maruah ibuayah.
- aku ade freedom untuk taknak keluar rumah. sebab aku mahal. sebab diluar rumah banyak lelaki2 jahat. sebab diluar rumah mendedahkan aku dengan lebih banyak dosa.

aku ade freedom untuk mengamalkan islam. aku ade freedom untuk ikut aturan Allah. sebab aku perempuan. sebab aku tau Allah sayang hambanya yang perempuan. sebab tu, Allah dedicate surah An-nisa untuk perempuan. hey, lagu cinta mana lagi best dari surah an-nisa tu?



sebab aku perempuan...sebab aku ciptaan Allah paling indah..lalu aku ade freedom untuk menjadi sepertimana DIA mahu aku jadi

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

I'm brutally honest. 
I don't like sugar-coating things. I'm blunt. 
I'm always the one who kicks you in the ass. 
I'm the one who tells you off. 
I'm the bad cop. 
But I'm doing that to tell you, life aint easy. 
We fall, we fail, we break, we shatter into pieces, we get torn into shreds. 
Put your defence up and stop wallowing. 
Life's unfair. 
You get more of something, less of something else. Face that.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

If you don't do something foolish while you are young, you won't have anything to smile about when you are old
-ispeakquotes

hye darls. lame dah x update blog. life right now giler hectic tau tak. got no time nak chill dah. but sadly, aku pon xtau ape aku buat sampai penat sangat. nak kata study macam taaak je. tgk notes semua tak complete lagih. haiih. but well, got some few things to share here. here we go.

last week, mon mere et mon pere pgi sarawak n tinggalkan aku wif cik tot. sobsobsob. sedih tak dapat ikot. dah laa kena tinggal. pastu kena jadi drebar hantar pgi airport. huwaaa. how dare you do this to me..ok stop drama queen. haha. btw, they went there sebab nak attend wedding one of our family member.

ku korbankan tidurku untuk ayahibu
*again haishh drama queen. LOL


see. the kids have grown up well. masa last time aku kt sane bebudak ni baru darjah satu. now dah anak dara. cantik2 dah :D


CONGRATS KAK NORA!!!
kelak kamek datang. kamek rindu sama kitak~~


then after ayahibu balek dari sarawak, i got my dean ceremony. Alhamdulillah. dah lama tak rasa dean award nih. dis sem memang kena struggle giler to maintain the good result. of course laa aku nak grad as a 1st gred student kan. dah laa tak ambik professional paper. memang lingkup laa kalau result biasa2 je. huwaaa.

i like the system. awal2 dah bg no. senang org nk line up.


happy coz my girlfriends all did well :D


another sweet memory to remember <3


last but not least, i got a chance to meet my darlings. hehehehe. yang ni memang super excited since susah kot nak gather macam ni. thanx to my lovely fren sebab inform kitorang yang STF BAND akan join WIND orchestra this year. that event was held dekat uniten, bangi. sesat2 jugak laa carik jalan nak pgi uniten. naseb ade GPS. tak berapa sesat sangat. hahaha. but so sad. dah sampai the hall, kitorang sesat nak carik pintu masuk. end up dengar their last note dari luar je. huhuhuhu. im waiting for the video kt youtube. once uploaded ill share it here. :D

naseb pakai tudung oren. nampak cikit. hahaha


Srikandis gathered together. can you feel how much loves we had on each other.


of course a snap with our dearest bosz.:)


eyh jap, one snap x cukup. another one. hehe.

well, i got an email. a fren said aku dah lme tak membebel things yang bole difikir-fikirkan. yeah. you noticed. its not that i dont want to. but i have very limited time to spend in front of the laptop. so, tak terluah ape yang aku nak cakap. :( but i have something in mind. n guess i will post it in my coming semester break. its about
sebab aku perempuan...


till then. salam. :D

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

research proves that 7 month old babies is much smarter than a robot..


hye darls. arghhh!! i miss this blog. dah lama tak bukak. mentang2 laa dah ade shoppingcatalyst memang slalu dok mengadap benda2 yang bole menghabiskan duit aku je laa..hahaha.

know what, lately aku rasa class aku mcm tak banyak sangat. maybe sebab every thursday kitorang takde class kot. so rasa macam ade 2 weekends dalam satu minggu. hahaha. sekarang memangla heaven tapi tunggu laa nanti dah dekat final. baru semua rasa insaf nak datang. LOL.

well disebabkan selalu takde class, aku pon dah start laa rasa boring. and mula laa nak mengada-ngada merengek kat buahati nak adik. LOL. annoying tau tak dudok depan ibu mintak adik. this is something i should do 15 years ago. not now. haah lambat sangat perasan. padan muka aku. haha.

but now, i got this talking website. bole laa nak hilang kan boring. tapi kadang2 rasa bodoh gak cakap sorang2 kan. hehe. but mane laa tau korang nak main2 kan. so here, i wanna share wif you SIMSIMI.

owh dun worry. simsimi ni mengaku dia baik. look at this


Njoy your chat wif simsimi :D







till then k. salam.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Memory is a way of holding on the things you love,
the things you are and
the things you never wanna lose.


hye darls. know what BONIA tengah SALE!!!!!! so since 2morrow adalah hari ahad, then why dont korang terjah boutique BONIA and grab some stuffs. serious berbaloi. p/s: dengarlah cakap orang yang ade pengalaman. hahahaha.

anything else about my life? owh yes, aku baru potong rambut. kepala terasa sangat sangat sangat ringan selepas diurut dan rambut dipotong pendek. what a good massage after a tiring week. i was planning nak potong boy cut macam emma watson tapi biasa laa ade je yang tak bagi. huwaaaa. lagi sedih bila the girl beside me btol2 buat boy cut. that time memang mampu tengok je and tahan geram. :( but well, im still happy with my hair. lepas ni dah takde laa rambut berjuntai-juntai keluar dari selendang. hehe. tu main point nye. AURAT.

wajah masculine yang menjadi idaman. att: AKU BUKAN LESBO!!



btw, for this entry aku saje nak list kan severals videos from youtube. these videos sebernarnye video2 yang orang upload time aku masih dalam band. so lepas ni senang laa nak carik.

1. WOC BADARSILA (2005)
-percussion (standing, 1st at the back line)
-playing maracas


2.OUTDOOR MEDLEY (2007)
-percussion (drummer wearing yellow shirt, paling kiri facing the astaka)
-snare drummer of course :)


3. WOC YALADAN (2008)
-percussion (hardly seen..LOL)
-playing kompang


4. OUTDOOR HOCKEY PERFOMANCE (2008)
-the conductor (having terrible backpain that time T.T)


*will update if i got more. till then. enjoy.

Monday, March 12, 2012

Keep calm and go SHOPPING!!!


hye darls. as promise i wanna share something with you. hehehe. 1stly, nampak tak apa yang berubah dekat blog ni? nampak x? nampak x? despite the template dah berubah aku pon dah add another link yang 'can make you life easier..'. lol dah jadi macam tagline pulak. so tadaaa



nampak tak link untuk shopping catalyst tu? this is what ive been talking about. hehe. briefly, shopping catalyst is another blog of mine yang takkan selalu di-update tapi akan selalu dijenguk. know why? sebab dekat dis blog, aku dah list kan links untuk blogshops yang selalu buat aku buang masa. hahaha.

so darla, whatt are you waiting for? pay a visit and get stuck with it. hehe. till then. salam.


Sunday, March 11, 2012

"To get over someone is easy. To get over your own stupidity for letting them mess with your head in the first place, is not."


hye darls. how are you? lama tak update dis blog. haha. well, 1st n foremost, aku dah start sem4 in actuarial sc dekat UiTM. 1st time nak sem4 since diploma pon sampai sem3 je kan. then buat fast-track. honestly, aku macam takot sikit sbb dis sem lecturer semua awal2 dah warning yang semua subject susah. i mean those subjects yg ade ASC code laa. english tak tau lagi sebab last class which suppose to be our first class dah canceled. tapi xkesah laa..life will go on. hehehe.

btw, macam quote dekat atas tu, of course laa semua orang kenal at least someone yang pernah mess up kan your life kan. kalau korang cakap takde, tak best laa. tak adventure. hahahaha. as for me, alaa benda ni dah biasa dah. dari kecik2 berebut mainan. bila masok boarding school, dibuli dan membuli tu perkara biasa laa untuk budak2 asrama. sebab tu tough. LOL.

actually aku nak cerita ni. few days ago, kerana telingaku sangat sensitive terhadap bunyi2 persekitaran, aku dah tertoleh to somewhere bila dengar one not-dat weird sound. bunyi pintu je sebenarnya. haiih telinga, kenapa mesti sensitive? kan dah terpandang perkara yang tak mahu dipandang. then disebabkan aku terpandang tuuuut, maka terjadi lah awkward situation yang tak disangka-sangka. so aku berpura-pura senyap dan berfikir. hehe. i hope ive covered my awkwardness well.

but, during that silence i asked myself "what is happening? i thought i had forgave this person.." for a while, i told myself that its alright. let bygone be bygone. we are human. people made mistake. just forgive things that hurt you. and love only people that love you. tapi~~~ cakap memang senang dari nak buat. even diri sendiri nasihat diri sendiri pon tak berjaya jugak. hmmmm.

i dont know why, that awkward situation kacau aku not only for a while. i keep thinking and thinking again, what is happening? what i really want? the next day, masa aku online tbe2 playlist maen lagu 'sorry seems to be the hardest word'. ok sekejap. paused. apesal laa aku ni? tapi aku realized sorry is not the hardest word. when you really mean it, you will have courage to say it. with all your heart. dats what we call bertaubat. tapi maaf tu susah. nak memaafkan orang tu susah. it takes a lot more than just courage. it takes infinite sincerity. kalau kita mintak maaf dekat orang, and in future kita ingat apa salah kita, we will become a better person. tapi nak memaafkan orang tu susah. kalau orang tu mintak maaf, then in future kita teringat balik kesalahan orang tu, hati kita akan terguris balik. so i can say, bila kita nak memaafkan seseorang its like we need to delete dat hurtful memory together.

tapi masalahnya i am kind of person dat can forgive but hardly forget. especially if looking at you reminds me of what you have done. aku ingat lagi, ade one of my friend told me, aku ni jenis yang senang nak let go. dats not correct bro. i keep everthing within me. and thus, the least thing i can do for myself is not to remember. sebab tu aku banyak senyap. bila orang ajak berbual benda2 yang sensitive aku banyak elak. abaikan~ or ignore it dah jadi my bestfriend in handling benda2 nih. sebab aku rasa dunia ni banyak sangat drama. so, aku malas nak pening2 buat drama gaduh2. haha.

lastly, untuk drama awkward tadi, that person is forgiven. but im having trouble to forgive myself for letting you walk into my life n be a friend dat stabbed me from my back. you hurt me once. and i got my lesson. :)

to you darls, be yourself as nice as you can. dont be someone else. and wait for my next entry. ill post something to make your life easier. hehe :D

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Every guy thinks that every girls' dream is to find the perfect guy. Bullshit!! Every girls' dream is to eat without getting fat.


hye darls. :D quotes di atas agak over ye. kalau dah dapat perfect guy yang terima kita seadanya mestilah kita tak berapa nak kisah sangat soal berat badan. kan? kan? kan? hahaha. i dont why i feel so happy rite now.

ok actually, aku tbe2 nak buat entry malam ni sebab last few days nampak this tweet



then tadi nampak pulak dis tweet


then for a while aku gelakkan diri sendiri because me myself pon selalu berangan nak kawen. like my fren said ..even masa kita single. i remember masa zaman sekolah dulu, tempat paling grand kt johor mestilah PERSADA. bila erra n yusry kawen dekat PWTC aku pon berangan laa nak kawen dekat PERSADA. siap bagitahu buahati kot. then masa pergi pc fair, ayah sempat pulak tanya kalau nak sewa satu malam berapa. hahahaha. but hopefully aku tak kawen dengan orang JB la. bcoz if nnot sure ayah pening kepala layan his daughter wishes yang merepek-repek.LOL. hopefully aku kahwin dengan orang klang je laa..ecece

so untuk this entry aku just nak list several contact yang maybe berguna (p/s: since aku dok kt selangor, so aku list contact yg dalam selangor je. otherwise aku bgtau negeri mane k..:D)

1. tempahan kad kahwin
a. kadlestari.com
b. kad murah
c. sf creative card station
d. orange


2. katering
a. impian
b. sri angsana
c. ikhlas
d. shahmie
e. d'cendol pulut tapai


3. photography
a. aura raja sehari
b. this sign
c. greenphoto
d. mr. photographer
e. krulMATRIC
f. my photo book


4. make-up
a. satri's
b. difi beauty collection
c. zyda bridal house
d. D' belai spa

owh btw, i got 2 documents 1. senarai semak (includes what you should do 6-12 months before ur wedding day) 2. contact list menjelang your hari bahagia (yang ni ade 12 kot. including mak andam, penyelaras majlis. like a short term phonebook. lpas abes kawen bole buang..hahaha) which i think quite useful to those yang memang tengah merancang. kalau setakat berangan like me memang tak payah ok. LOL. but sadly, i dontknow how to share it online. so if you want those documents (which in pdf format) just email me k.

ok la. thill then. pray my jodoh come faster. hehe. salam :D

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Stop LYNAS
Save Malaysia!!!!



hye darls. ready for a big issue tonight? well, tym sekolah mesti kamu2 belajar sejarah n mesti tau yang british pernah bom hiroshima n nagasaki sampai satu kawasan hancur. walaupun jepun dah maju giler sekarang tapi ade banyak kesan daripada that event yang buat the pain still terasa. scientifically, dat event bukan je membunuh banyak rakyat jepun including babies yang belum lahir (i mean peristiwa tu dah menyebabkan keguguran yang banyak) but also caused lots of diseases like CANCER n many abnormal syndromes like minamata. dats why masa loji nuklear fukushima meletup, semua penduduk dekat area tu diarahkan meninggalkan kawasan tu serta-merta.

ok i know kamu2 bole google sendiri kesan2 nuklear ni. and maybe there are some of you thinking kenapa aku tiba2 timbulkan hal ni. wanna know why? sebab malaysia pon dah sibok nak start mining project (which actually dah start pon). BUT, ITS DANGEROUS.



to those yang tak tau, LYNAS adalah mining company yang berasal dari Australia. but currently, dekat KUANTAN, PAHANG diorang dah buat LYNAS ADVANCED MATERIALS PLANTS (LAMP) untuk memproses their elements yang diorang panggil rare earth minerals. briefly, rare earth minerals are 17 elements yang diperlukan dalam menghasilkan high-tech gadgets. gadgets like smartphones. well, it's true, kalau malaysia ade mining area sendiri, lepas ni mesti banyak duit masuk since malaysia can export this subtance to many countries like US. n, aku tak terkejut kalau this thing jadi the main reason kenapa project LYNAS diluluskan. got it? this is what we call keuntungan maxima bebeh..

but, the problem is, processing these minerals ade banyak negative effects. one of it mestilah radioactive waste akan jadi the byproduct. well, dengan ilmu sejarah yang kita ada sikit2, we can expect what are the sequences. WE DONT WANT PEOPLE CALL OUR NEXT GENERATION AS MUTANS, RITE? and i wonder why our country sibok dengan kempen "sayangi sungai.." n "budi bahasa budaya kita.." sedangkan this bigger issue masih belom diselesaikan.

honestly, i was quiet happy bila our gov dah mengaku yang LYNAS ni tak selamat. you can read the article here. as stated, radioactive plant sepatotnye berada at least dalam jarak 30km radius dari kawasan penempatan awam. but what happen dekat kuantan is, dalam jarak 30km radius tu ade sekurang-kurangnya 70 RIBU penduduk. then, bukak newspaper this morning, i saw this unhappy headline




come on. seriously, come on. malaysians are not dat stupid kan. takkan sanggup jual negara sebab nak kaya. takkan sanggup gadai next generation sebab harta dunia. come on, you can think. kenapa bila China nak reduced diorang punye production, US xnak process rare earth sendiri. kenapa nak suro Malaysia yang kecik keciput ni juga yang buat?

kalau kamu2 nak baca lagi banyak about LYNAS bole click dekat link bawah ni. its in malay n of course with proper sentence. haha.
1.Hentikan-pembinaan-loji-nadir-bumi.html

btw, just nak inform kamu2 yang dekat luar sana ade NGO yang memang menentang LYNAS. dah banyak usaha yang diorang jalankan including HIMPUNAN HIJAU yang diorang buat ahad lepas (aka semalam, sbb tu today's news klua headline yg macam tu..LOL). so kalau nak join or buat any event to save our country from this 'harmless' project, korang bole just click on savemalaysia-stoplynas.blogspot.com to share or just to show your concern. or you can also like them at facebook

*i wanna die in malaysia. bcoz everytime i sing the negaraku song ill sing these lines
"negaraku
tanah tumpahnya darahku
rakyat hidup bersatu dan maju.."


till then. salam.