I cant accept something I cant tolerate. tq
1st thing to say is aku sangat2 bersyukur sebab lesson to be more patience still belom abes lagi. and paling happy dis lesson takde any lecture or test or exam. yang ade only one special person yang selalu support aku n appreciate me the way i am..lesson ni lebih kepada if u want to learn, u learn..if u dont want to then its up to u..hahaha.. tapi every lesson mesti ade result kan. so for dis lesson, kalau ade spe2 yang puji aku sekarang makin sabar or ....... kira nya aku akan dapat point. n kena berusaha utk improve the point. y? because i said so..haha and the biggest prize, of course, i can witness all the advantages of being patience. nak tau ape? kne jadi sabar dulu..:)
ok2. actually aku rasa aku ada social problem. y? because its hard for me to accept something i cant tolerate. or maybe i just cant accept it at all. so sometimes its hard for me to accept people. hehe..but dont worry im not kind of person yang suka judge orang. takde laa ari2 nak tengok bag dia brand ape, baju dia berapa harga, or ape2 yang sewaktu dengan nya laa. bagi aku lagi senang kawan dengan someone with minimum information. n yg patot aku tau is how he or she bawak diri depan aku. kalau agak2 aku macam cube get away, faham2 je laa..hehe im just being honest.
nak cakap aku pilih kawan maybe tak sangat kot. siapa tak pilih kawan kan? takkan laa nak kawan dengan orang jahat. kalau notty2 takpe tp jgn jahat. okey darls? tapi aku pilih kawan takde laa sampai over. i can be with but not live with. heh? apsal banyak sangat falsafah klua ari ni. deng!! so far, belum pernah lagi kot aku pgi2 mane2 then jadi kera sumbang. n selalu nya ade je kawan rapat dekat sume tempat. tapi nak maintain one relationship is not that easy. sebab we are meeting different people day by day. so kalau nak layan semua orang everyday mmg penat. n bagi aku, kawan tu tak perlu selalu ada depan mata..kawan tu hidup dalam hati..:D
well, actually aku dapat another point (someone told me) sebab at last i can see something i cant see for a very long time. something that make me secretly tell myself
"sayang, kita menang :D"
